To a happy three

you were my past and He is my present and insyaAllah my future.

If I stop calling you, it means that I just don't wanna talk or see you anymore and yes, not even wanna be your friend. For me those 'time off' means you are breaking up with me but you just don't wanna say it because you want an option. Which is better and which is not. You said you loved me but you like her (wtf?). So I decided to let this go. You choose your way and I choose mine.

I choose to let it go

I choose to be happy.

I choose to take the risk

I choose to open my heart to someone else

because it hurt me so bad to think about it.

because I don't see the reason why I should stay

because things just don't workout the way we want it to be

because everything happened for a reason

Shit happens but nothing we can do about it. Enough is enough. NO means NO.

So, 7 years ago S and I were friends but an 'on and off' friend and 5 months ago we started to contact each other again. He was there to comfort me when I need someone to talk to. He was there to make me happy and still do when I have problems. He kept his word that he gonna belanja-ed me for my birthday and yes! he did treat me dinner on my birthday eve. That was the first time I met him after a few years of not seeing each other and 2/3 months later we became a 'pair'.

I never thought I could opened my heart to someone else in a short while. I thought it was to early but boy, I was wrong heh. S is a great person. He teach me how to calm myself, how to lower down my ego, give me a lot of motivation, advice me when I need some opinion, support me in whatever I wanna do, pampered me sampai I jadi 'malas' :D and most important is that he LOVES food as much as I do! hehe.

It's been awhile since the last time I have this feeling. It's been a long long time.

So baby here is for you (because I am bored, can't sleep and you are so busy with assignments!)....

Thank you..thank you and thank you for everything. You have been reward as 'the most penyabar boyfriend'. Sabar in everything..from A to Z. Thank you sebab selalu sumbat i makan sampai I ade 'volcano' heh. Thank you!!!!. Now, lets go makan seafood that you owe me (i don't care about my allergic..i want i want i want! hehe) and movie marathon after that (banyak movie dah tertinggal nie). Please cepat-cepat siapkan and submit all your assignment so that we can go on a real date without any distraction of your assigments! hehe

Even though sometimes you are annoying but you know I still love you :) and your jokes just crack me up! haha. Love you bebeh. Here's to a happy three love and many more to come! You just wait and see! hehe..

p/s: sorry readers! another love post. it's almost 3 am. what do you expect me to be? hehe.