Dec 19, 2008

Sometimes....

I have mix feelings right now. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to choose but I have to choose if not I'll be making the biggest mistakes ever in my life. God please help me!. When everyone was talking about it, I just shut my mouth and ignore it and just say OK but actually I'm not. I was excited at one point but the next minute I turn my eyes to that particular thing for only 10 seconds (stop & stare) then I closed the window because I hate to see what I just saw. I gave it 110% but its still not enough I guess. Its a whole new environment and it gets tougher. I need to concentrate more than I used to I guess. I hope I'll do better next time. I still managed to smile even though deep down inside it hurt so bad because there's no one I can turn to because no one understand me (its true).

I will survive for the next 1 and half years. Insyaallah will do my best. 2008 is coming to an end. I hope when 2009 come, I can start with a fresh new look and with a big smile on my face and not think too much of those people. Now, don't look back. Start fresh and don't make the same mistakes again.

Taktau sebenarnye motif dia letak gambar dalam post nie hahahaha

maybe sebab tanak ade unsur-unsur kesedihan atau pun maybe sebab memang takde sebab letak gamba nie heeee :D

xoxo

*peace*

2 comments:

Syima said...

hey u look cute wat~ =D

Seri said...

haha..thanks syima. i take that as a compliment :D