I have mix feelings right now. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to choose but I have to choose if not I'll be making the biggest mistakes ever in my life. God please help me!. When everyone was talking about it, I just shut my mouth and ignore it and just say OK but actually I'm not. I was excited at one point but the next minute I turn my eyes to that particular thing for only 10 seconds (stop & stare) then I closed the window because I hate to see what I just saw. I gave it 110% but its still not enough I guess. Its a whole new environment and it gets tougher. I need to concentrate more than I used to I guess. I hope I'll do better next time. I still managed to smile even though deep down inside it hurt so bad because there's no one I can turn to because no one understand me (its true).
I will survive for the next 1 and half years. Insyaallah will do my best. 2008 is coming to an end. I hope when 2009 come, I can start with a fresh new look and with a big smile on my face and not think too much of those people. Now, don't look back. Start fresh and don't make the same mistakes again.
I will survive for the next 1 and half years. Insyaallah will do my best. 2008 is coming to an end. I hope when 2009 come, I can start with a fresh new look and with a big smile on my face and not think too much of those people. Now, don't look back. Start fresh and don't make the same mistakes again.
2 comments:
hey u look cute wat~ =D
haha..thanks syima. i take that as a compliment :D
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