what else can I do?

Sometimes all you have to do is be patience. Whatever is going through your life right now is a test from God and I hope this test will end soon.

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I don't know what should I feel right now. I am just so thankful that S is being so patience and understand the situation I am in right now. If he wasn't around last night I think I might 'explode' because I just can't stand with that certain someone. I think it is clear that I love someone else right now and I just couldn't careless about my past. What's past is past and nothing is going to make me to turn back.

What else can I do other than BUAT BODOH? I can't do anything. I hanya boleh bersabar dengan apa yang sedang berlaku sekarang. I memang terasa nak marah jer (I'm at the top of nak jadi HULK dah tadi) tapi bila fikir balik kan..nak buat apa la nak buang masa dengan orang macam nie. Cakap la 100 kali pun sure takkan faham punya. Wasted!.

Sabar itu separuh daripada iman. So, sabar jer la.