Sometimes ago..

All this while I thought things going to get better but boy, I was wrong. From the moment I step back in to the 'la la land' I've said it to myself that everything is going to be fine and I have to be strong in making the 'decision'. All those moved you've made, make me realized that I should walkaway and set myself free from all this sh*tness. It was too cruel to even think about it. Yes, it was fun but still it is not the best thing to think about it. It wasn't the best moment in life. I can't even described how disappointed I am with you at one point. I am speechless, sad and depressed. I had too much karcis (learn this word from syida :D), too much lepak-ing with friends (I kesian dekat my mum :(). You just don't know feel how I feel at that point because you just don't even bother to ask. You were and still having so much fun.You wanna revenge. So there you go..your wish has been granted..*tinggg...tinggg*. Congratulation!. Yeah, it was a sad to think when you leave me in the middle of the town. You ditch me for another life. You were late. Late because of everything. Pfftt...

My stress level was going nowhere. I keep on 'puff''-ing. Then I said to myself 'wtf am I doing. Stop thinking and go have fun. What's past is past. Just don't look back'. I went out so that I don't think much of what happened and everything turnout great! but I just can't stop 'puff' -ing. It become addicted not because of stress but maybe because of the surrounding I guess. At this point I don't think I puff because I was stress. Hmm..moving on..ha ha ha

Everything started to changed. I stop (sikit-sikit la) thinking about it. I had fun, I gained a few kgs and still wants to gain atleast a few more (even my mum said I was OK now..tak nampak muke orang sakit again) and the best part is I have someone who love food as much as I do huehuehue (tue pasal la aku dah tak kurus..heheh). My weekend selalu penuh aktiviti-aktiviti menarik. I have my family, my friends and you to make me feel happy.

Oh well..anyway life's been good. Macam brand LG tue 'life's good' hahah :p BUT now, I have one more things to do. Kene banyak berfikir dan tanya orang. Ini memang parah sebab every time masuk jer I tutup balik. Scaryyyy... :|. Ade 3 minggu untuk fikir. Kalau tak terlepas lagi. Hurm hurm hurm..trauma!

So, there you go..its been awhile since I really write something. I had too many stuff on my mind. I am now slowly back on track..(ok everyone..jangan risau..im fine. don't worry..chillax! ahahah)..

and thank you S for always being there for me when I need someone to talk too :)